What is my kimberly doing? Is she awake?
Recently, i have the urge to bring her back and look after her myself. HB and me miss her alot esp after the genting trip. I gotta know that she is learning alot new things and i am missing out on them. Pretty sad but at the same time, i am happy that she is developing and she is getting more independent.
She likes to go gai gai and walk herself nowadays. Whenever she see anyone of us walking out of the house, she will start to scream and yell then cry and cry.. After which throw temper. She wants us to bring her out. Now she is still quite sticky to me. At home she likes to crawl or walk over to me, hug and cuddle me. i find her really really very sweet but she never do that to her daddy!.. she will only sayang daddy when i say.. 'Guai kim go sayang daddy' then she will do so. Thats how sweet she is and i really miss her badly..
It's all happening too fast. Things that i didnt expect..
- Getting married at 21 yrs is something which i definitely did not see it coming. Probably BD-ing got us all excited and thus BOOM! Out kimberly came hahahah! We're trying to maintain a good relationship and give kimberly a wonderful family. I've seen divorce for those who marry at young age. I just pray that i will not be the one.. I love both of them dearly..
- Being a 1st time mother is definitely a great challenge. Learning how to bathe my lil one, doing confinement, breastfeeding, learn cooking (which i dont quite like), changing diapers, touching HER POO!!! but i learnt them and i live with it of cause! i enjoy doing them =)
- Giving all my love for kimberly and putting in whatever i have for the family.
- From all this, i've know that i got a supportive mother, a really care for me aunty and all the help from my 2 bestest cousins.
Family is really important. i am glad that i have them.. thanks to all whom actually supported me through when i was preggy and in a dilemma.. i never regret my decision and i appreciate god for giving me kimberly. She can be a little terror in everyone's heart but definitely a little angel and my dearly princess.
I wonder if i can do the same for #2. I am not as health concious as i have kimberly thus i am getting worried. Just learnt from my col that cant apply zam buk or any medicated oil but i didnt know that. i've been using it to ease my sinus esp in genting. i use it like nobody's biz. I just pray the best for #2. cant wait for my detail scanning this coming friday to ensure that baby is developing well.
Going to really change my diet for the sake of baby. HB is scolding me for eating too much junk food leh. Sighz i really do agree.. He told me that if i really care for the baby and my own health, i should be changing it. Ok! Now i am determined that i will change me diet. I want the bestest for my babes!..
I wanna choose a christian name starting with K for #2 leh.. but like so hard to choose. HB still hope that it's a boy i guess hahahaa.. but gotta disappointed him lah unless the detail scanning show otherwise.
Got to stop here. Need to booooom off...!
Till i write again!
