Confinement suckz.. confinement suckz.. confinement suckz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I stinkz like a pig.. everyday eating the same food.. family not by my side...
At times i feel like breaking down but i have to be strong cause i looking after my darling myself.. Luckily.. i have a good helper here.. taking care of my needs and bathing my darling if not i really will break down and go crazy..
I'm very HOT!! cause of all the confinement food so i heck.. just boom the fan directly on me.. though this few days raining, i can feel my legs aching and soft.. but i have to use fan lor!! granny keep nagging at me..
i know i cant but i have to! if not i very pek chek, noone to talk to.. then how???? i have to look after my girl..
haiz. another 3 weeks to go..i can do it man!..
Jia you to all mommies! it's though but it's all worth it!
During my stay in hosp, alot ppl reminded me tht i've already gotten the best husband that one can ever have. I know that! and i appreciate him for whatever he have been doing for the family!
His aunts was visiting me in hosp and stayed with me.. (but they came 1 by 1) They said that they are amazed by my hb's way of handling the family which they never expect that he would.
Well well i never expec that he is such a family man and place family in front of every other thing. I am glad to have him and met him in my life..
Today, he went to metro and bought me some nursing bras when i need it! 'imagine a man going to metro and ask do u have any nursing bras?!??!!?' then he went to kiddy palace and bought milk collection shield for me. Not much guys would do that! and yea my hb did it.
He have been very supportive.. like now looking after kimberly is his full time job. not only that, he stil have to tk care and entertain to this big baby needs (MYSELF).. although i tend to throw temper at him but i really really do appreciate all his litte things that he made it happen!
Although he nags and nags at times!!hahahaha.. just like a nanny! but whatever he do is always for the best of the family. We're lucky to have such a daddy aka husband!..
Well after my confinement i must 'bao da' him already such as do housework etc since he is the one doing it ever since i preggy hahahaha.. our 2nd anni coming soon!! yay.. and now we're parents of 2 kids! We made it happen! and we've a happy family!!
I appreciate whatever that i have now and thks god for giving me such a wonderful family!
Well.. i am feeling really bad..
I told hubby to bring kim home and rest at home then come again tonight cause kim was sleepy and i dun want her to get very grouchy.
I told myself not to shed tears! i tried very hard to be strong in front of him.. but it is so difficult and yes i am all alone once again in this room.
What happened?? Dont wish to mention but things just aint going smoothly.. Nevermind nevermind.. i can do it..!..!
Gonna get discharge tomorrow and i hope things will turn for the better. A new challenge is up ahead for me. i cant afford to tear anymore..
I was at my gyne's clinic at 3pm. When at his clinic i can already feel abit contraction but i tot is normal pelvic ache so i brushed it off. when i told my gyne, he did a scan and mentioned that baby is still very comfortable in me thus tendancy is that she wont pop so early!! *He said 10% chance only for the previous visit*
So at 4pm i left his clinic, i can feel contraction but blur me.. thought it's braxton hicks so i just brushed it off. 1 hour about 1 time contraction.
10pm while chatting with the ladies, i feel that it's more frequent (my pain threshold is very high) so i went to bed thinking that BH will go away!.. not painful just uncomfortable.
at 12midnight - receive call that my uncle passed away, rushed down to SGH and had a glimpse of him, i cried and after that the contraction got worse. i still tot nothing serious!!!
3am i reached home.. pain is like once in 10mins no matter i walk, lie or sit.. i told HB might be fake one.. wait more and see! then i called my gyne.. he ask me what am i waiting for !! and got me to admit. ok fine.. i waited for hb at home until 4am.
4am.. hb reached home. bathe and brought me to Mt A.
4.30am .. at Mt A changed, broke water bag.. 3cm dilated.. loosen my stool etc etc.. until 5.30am..
From 6am to 7am, i got off CTG and was walking ard in the labour ward. pain still manageable. although more intense but i feel bettr when i'm not lying down!
7am, got striped up again, used laughing gas and requested fo pethidine.. well wel it works very well for me and guess what!! only 3 - 4 cm dilated.. ok fine.. wait further more. i was telling the nurs.. WOW so long only 3 - 4 cm!! must be kidding me..
8am.. ok 4cm dilated.. pain i still can endure leh! lol!...
8.30am.. 5cm dilated.. my hb told the nurse.. aiya still can sleep more. so long..
who knows at 8.45a i FEEL like pushing and pushing so i shouted immediately.. 'oh my god i wanna push!! i feel baby coming'.. the nurs checked immediately and she went 'shit fully dilated'.. she ran out and quickly shouted.. 'fully dilated! faster get doctor back!!!'
My gynae was with me since i admitted till about 7am.. then he went for a surgery!
from 8.45am to 9am.. it was HELLl!!!!!!!!!!!! they pushed me to my side to prevent me from pushing baby out and keep massaging for me! ask me to control!! i had a good midwife who encouraged me alot and ok fine.. i control.. i told all of them to shut up and let me relax and think properly.. i used laughing gas! breathe like crazy and i wanted them to kill me man! baby is coming but i cant push!!!!! i keep shouting out for my gyne..
9am.. he reached hosp in 15mins! quickly turned me over.. i was still enduring not to push!!
when i was told to push, i pushed 3 times and baby was out! i felt damn relieved!!
i grabbed my hb hand while waiting for gyne.. that period was like hell!!!
0958 - baby kathlyn was born and crying vry very loudly!!! 2.775kg! 3 weeks earlier..
I am a mommy for 2 now!!
This story is the same as what i posted!!hahahaa lazy to re-type!
Oh well.. the title says it all! I've nothing better to do!!!!
Wanna update my happenings but i am so so lazy!!!
Ok 10% chance to pop this week and high chances of popping on 10th march that week. Wish me luck!!!! hope it'll be as cool as my 1st preggy!
