I dread the thought of going home yesterday.. i walked ard compasspoint before going back..
I am thinking of the past again. Is it just one of my mood swings or it really did happen once again which i can feel it but i still dont know what happen? 
Was very moodless when i reached home. He could sense i am troubled and dun feel like speaking to him. He questioned me, treat me good and asked me why but i just dun feel like answering any of his questions.
Whenever he treats me good, i will feel that something is wrong. He must have done something wrong.. How can i brush away the feeling which i have?? 
My Kimberly and Kathlyn
Kimberly is getting more and more mischievous. Getting way out of hand soon but i guess that is the growing phase which all parents will feel. Now whenever she walks, she dislike us holding her hands and she keeps running around. With me preggy now i have difficulty controlling her thus i would choose not to go out with her alone.
I spent my x'mas and ny countdown with her alone. Lonely but satisfied that i have her by my side. Just her and baby Kath in my tummy is enough..
Kathlyn have been very active recently. Made me couldnt sleep at night hehee.. but at least i know she is growing healthily in me. Dr Lim had a scan for me last Sat and saying that baby is growing well. Am glad that everything is fine cause i had mild sore throat and quite bad flu over the weekend. Luckily she's not affected.
But Dang! i gained 2.4kg.. hehee.. i wonder will i be able to shed off the excess weight? haha! Lets wait till i pop then i'll know.
Very excited that March is coming soon .. but at the same time pretty scared that i will lose my time with kimmy and sleepless nights..
