Sunday, April 6, 2008 ; 5:18 PM♥
Held Kat's baby shower yday at home. Was very tiring and pardon me if i'm a bad host! Didnt had rest the day before (partly coz i woke up at 3pm to BF and play mj till 7am) after which i didnt sleep any more.
Finally.. She is 1 month old. I seriously hope those crankiness in her will be gone!! hahaa..
thinking back.. When kim was young.. She eat and sleep.. didnt even cry for milk! Now when she's big AIYO!!! Terror ahh...
Kim loves carrying kat so i jsut let her carry but of cause i am by her side to jagar her. She tend to carry and smooch kat i feel so good upon seeing that. But at times when i carry kat and didnt sayang her.. she gets so jealous and insist that i put kat down.. so i will just do that.. i do not want her to feel neglected.
Few days ago i was looking after kim and kat all by myself! Cause hb went to lesson. (only look after for 3 hrs) After which i was shouting for help already!!! so tiring.. Kat was cranky and kim was crying for my attention so i have split to both sides!! At that time i wish that i have 2 of me.. So so tiring! I can TOTALLY understand my aunty's woes when she mentioned that she is no longer like before and cant look after both anymore..
Kim is gng CC in May.. Hopefully she can adapt to it well.
On another side.. Thks to my HB for doing so many things for me including bathing the 2 terrors.. (i stand 1 side see hahahaa)..
but i feel that he is starting to feel irritated by kat's constant crying. Today he even ask kat to shut up and ask kat what does she want etc etc..
WEll well he's never like this i guess cause he's over stress as well..
We both are struggling to look after kim and kat together. Still need some time to adapt..
Oh noooo.. i miss my beauty sleep man!!!! When can i ever sleep 8 hrs one shot again? hahaha.. I suppose another half a year???? kekee..
Thanks people for showering kat with well wishes and ang pows..
